I kept wondering what im afraid of. As in what is my real fear.
No im not afraid of insects, monsters, ghost or whatsoever.
After so long, I finally found out it is. I fear that I will lose any of my family members, again.

Sometimes, it's quite sad that you are 'fast'.
Sometimes people tend to take that for granted.
Sometimes people felt stress.

Things that can be seen, touched, heard, smell, tasted are usually the things that aren't as scary as things that cannot be sensed by human's five senses.

In life, it's usually the small things that made things perfect.
Everybody can do something in general, but not the little things.

Regards,
JiaQian

Scary

It's so scary when I realise how awful this world is.

It's full of lies and backstabbing!
No one can be fully trusted.

How people took advantage of the trust others gave him and cheat them.
How people merely sacrificed a few years just to cheat poeple off their hard-earned money.

Im very glad, seriously very glad, that I had heard these. But at the same time, it reaped off my 100% trust in people. Be it friends, relatives, spouse, family. Very disappointed.

Only if I can be very cold-hearted. Only if I don't feel a thing.
Sadly, as a human, I too, will be shaken.

God is fair, they give me some good things. They gave me something which I can never change.

My world revolves around my feelings.

The sky will always be gray. The rainbow is there, for you to discover.

Can't understand, it's fine.

Regards,
JiaQian